@2141 turn in
@2334 shirt damp; wc
@0042 wc
@0342 major bad terror; vivid; soaked shirt to need change; pillow dry; sheet damp by small of back; dream content -- "late getting home; driving across fields of neat grass; no signs; Ev has sores on her leg and needed to go to the hospital and I was out and around not tending to her." Very disturbing. At least 15 minutes getting back to sleep.
@0405 still upset. To where, I got up and sat on the side of the bed and kept thinking "It's not real!" Finallly able to lay down again and back to sleep.
@0555 awake ahead of the alarm, Legs ache like I'd been running. "Cold", but skin warm. WC. Starboard ear itchy and damp. Port nostril closed. (Yes, I did use the afrin before bed.) Lazed thru the three alarms.
@0630 Up feet on floor.
Conclusion -- bad night.
@0700 Don't feel too bad considering the day.
(Note: thinking back this morning she NEVER had sores on her legs. Weird brain I inherited. No wonder my parent were both nuts. It could be easy to confuse fact from fiction. Writing this stuff down helps sort it all out?)
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