REPORT: Tuesday 2012-12-18 @ 0930

Another TERRIBLE night

@2230 -- turn in

@0140 -- terror, tshirt / shorts soaked, change, wc, heartburn, "rodeo rider"

@0342 -- terror, wc, heart burn, "missing blind date"

@0430 -- still awake, soaked. changed again. scary day dreams about "parked outside church".  weird.

@0600 -- dozing in and out.

@0733 -- feet on floor, tired, upset, on edge.

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